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UHHHH I GOTTA NEW L/J NAME. whydyoudothat is what it is. so everyone re-add me on that ok peace
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hey everyone whats up, i was just searching around here and seen the community so i joined so whsts up everyone? i am from Michigan. detroit has a decent hardcore scene. its all coming around again, hardcore is getting pretty big in the detroit music scene again. circle pits are coming back also. always good. but ya, the scene here is good but kinda lame, its mmore about being a tough guy and not caring about anyone else. there are a couple of people that are cool, and have a positive outlook on the scene. alot of bands are all like ya f this f that im tough im sxe go fight people blah blah blah, then we went to see xtyrantx, i dont know if you know about them, well everyone was two stepping and what not, then the dude from tyrant was like you pussies we dont want no two stepping we want mosh, thats it. you arent tought when you two step. thats how it is getting around here. there is no unity in this scene. no happiness, thats for sure. i know thats not what hxc is supposed to be about. what happened to the family, the unity, the going to shows seeing all your firends having fun, not having to worry about getting jumped or w/e , but idk it sucks
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TODAY!
(friday decemeber 10th)
TODAY!!!!
Ferndale VFW Hall
177 Vester Ave
Ferndale, MI 48220
Doors-5 pm
1st band at 6pm
Bands: (in no particular order)
Blood Never Dries
And The Sky Went Red
Death In Custody
For The Fallen Dreams
Travesty
Bloodlined Calligraphy
XTRYANTX
Ya, there was supposed to be like let it die and kill everyone and nowthey are not playing this show, so they got some other bands like bolldlined colligraphy and blood never dries, so it will still go on
thank God!!!
Be there or be square
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ya its thursday, garbage day in the c-town area. i gotta work today, i go my car fixed yesterday, well at least the front end alignment, i went to the church/ bible study thingy yesterday. it was fun. tomorrow is the show. oh man. i cat wait, no actually i can. but it shall be fun. i hope i just have a good fun night.w/ aki and pat
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ya my dad is back in the hospital for a couple days! this realy sucks man. i love my dad. hes faught hisnwhole way through this cancer. and i definately have realized how strong my father really is. i dont think i would last this lomg even, if i had cancer. i give my dad all the credit. he deserves it man. hes fighting every second of these tumors and cancer cells. i know it deffinatly made my dad a stronger person. also it hass made me realize a couple things: first of all, no matter how much you and ur dad have been through, never give up on ur father. ur dad can be ur best friend, i know this whole thing made me and my dad alot closer. he is my best friend. i know my dad is going to make it through all this stuff, he is very strong and has the will power to fight every bit of this cancer. its all about putting all ur trust in God. seriously, i know my dad is going to make it through all this. especailly though my faith and trust in God. never take for grannit one second of you and you dads raltionship, one day, you never know, your dad could get diagnosed w/ cancer. then evrything you ever did wrond in your relationship with your dad, you will regret. you would give evrythingup just to see your dad better, walking normal around the house, out on the boat having fun w/ the family. it will be like that soon again. because i know my dad is going to recover from this stupid ass cancer! seriously for x mas all i want is my dad back, the way he used to be. WITHOUT CANCER. me and him just having fun, spending time together, joking around. it brings tears to my eyes when i think about the old days when all we would do is not realy worry about anything, just have fun. i never would have thought that this could happent to my dad. Seriously i am not trying to make anyone feel bad for me, or trying to have one enormous lecture about you and your relationshipw/ ur dad. just my feelings, thats all. man i know one thing i am deffinately going to try my hardest to quit smoking, for my dad. i told him when he got back out of the hospital, i was already going to be clean of ciggerettes, so i will stick to my plan! seriously i am not going to say im done, becaus ethats too hard. but i am going to try my hardest. seeing as how cigerettes is what caused this to hapen to my dad!. i just pray that ny dad will make it through all this.
on second thought, there is an awsome show december 10th at the vester hall. in ferndale. it is a VFW hall on 9 and woodward. well it is free and listen to the lineup
well not in this order, but these are the bands playing!
And The Sky Went Red
Death In Custody
Empire Stab Building
Let It Die
Travesty
XKill EveryoneX
XTRYANTX
AND ITS FREE!!!!! FRIDAY DECEMBER 10TH VESTER HALL, 9 MILE AND WOODWARD. ITS LIKE A SMALL BROKEN DOWN VFW HALL, ITS SWEET! I CANT WAIT!!!!! OHHH MAN
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i have a few things on my mind! at first, what i thought was right, ends up it might be better off the way it is going to turn out. its for the better! i wanna get the middle of my lip pierced the librae thingy. ya i think kayce is going to do it when she gets back from CALI. oh well i dont feel like typing so im out
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yesterday was turkey day! as we all know! i ate then spent some time w/ the family, all my sisters and there b/f's were there, there was only one person that was not there that i wish could have been there. and thats my sister that lives in seattle, hre and her husband and my little niece and nephews. especiall little Jacob, hes the newest of the bunch! well then after were there me and brittany went to crystals house so i could hang out w/ crystal and britt cuold hang out w/ catherine. i had fun w/ crystal. ya crystal i hope things can work out because i realy like you. awwwwwww!!!! we today me and crystal are going to that kakosa coffee place!, it shall be fun. and then we are gona go back to her house and hang. tomorrow i am going to let it die, w/ black dahlia, and one more band i forgot. but i think crystal is coming and i know aki is. so that will be fun. well thats it man g2g all you fags
awwwwwww!!!im in love!!
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ya today was a pretty cool. i guess! last night me and jeremy and mikey plaed fifa 2004 well me and jeremy did, mikey fell asleep!~ then when we were done i had a crazy idea to sleep in my car, in mikes parking lot. so me and jeremy did, we slept in my car through the rest of the night. it was all good at first, then it got cold all the sudden! but it was still not that bad. but today was ok we prety musch played fifa all day, man, this game is mind controlling and it warps you mind dude! then we went to tha pastors house from the hippy church. im actuall here now. it was a little party for his b-day tomorrow but i odnr kniw what we are going to do next!!!
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I acc identally pushed the update button so i did not mean to psot the last message. what i was saying was, i am in computer class and i have no work to do. well now i do! school sucks more and more everyday. its ok because thanksgiving is coming up, and when thanksgiving break is here, it always puts me in the mood for x mas. which is the best. today i go to my youth thing and then off to kayces house. atleast i dont gotta work
i want to do something this weekend! but i dont know what.
im tired so im out
peace
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i havnt updated in a while!!!. so ya alot has been going on lately. mostly good stuff shockingly!. i got my new tat, the alpha and omega. that was kinda cool. ya i think i am going next week to get my other tattoo. i think i am going to get a lip piece. im not sure what i want yet, maybe some kind of jesus fish thingy or the jchc and the fish, ( i know someone already has it, but i dont really care. ill never see the person. most likely. it shal be cool. ya yesterday was pretty cool., i went to my regular church in the mourning, then i went to this hippy church. i met jeremy and dan and troy and mike and kenny there. pretty much most of the wednesday night crew. it was pretty cool. the worship was the best part i think. they have a good worship thing going. it feels good to be going back to church and all that.. im not working everyday. i actually have time to hang out at home and just relax. man it feels pretty good. todya i gotta work at like 530. but i wanna go to record time after school and get like symphony in peril, or looking forward, or the brutal fight. i dont know which one.. prolly which ever one i find first. ya this weekend me jeremy dan and aaron weent to see the rose. mutany, 10 count (aka throatpunch) some metalcore band and some other bands were there. it was pretty fun. some girl got like knocked out. but oh well the show went on. it was fun it was in the "nasty" the "sag nasty" or saginaw
ya thats about it
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Ya, my b- day is tomorrow. man i need some money so i can get my new side/stomach pieace. i wanna get a colorful tat on the side of my stomach. so ya who ever wants to donate some money for me for my b- day so i can get that side piece, that would be just wonderful. plus it is my b day. i wanna get something like an old fashioned cross with Jesus hanging there. ( the crucifiction). but i want it to be colorful. so i dont know. but im really looking foward to it. so me and aki actually quit smoking. today will be 5 days strong. umm. im guessing tomorrow will be a pretty good birthday. i hope. i am so bored right now. i dont even know what to say. i hope things go my way for once. actually what the hell am i talking about. i think i actually have a pretty good life. i have a mom and a dad. that are still together. they treat me good, the treat eachother good. all my sisters and i are all very close. my life is really good. and i do get what i want mostly. so what ever happens/ happens. and things do go my way alot. so Bush is going to win. they already guessed this. im happy. thin weekend i actually have alot of plans, i dont know if they are all gonna go well./ oor if i will even get to do all of them.
but oh well i got to get to work
!!!I lUv YOu AlL TOo MuCH!!!
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hey whats up. ummmmm ya friday was a big mistake..... ill leave it at that. but saturday was the best. me aki and jeremy went to St. Andys for btbam and converge. well on the way there i was taking a little nap and thne they woke me up and we went to white castle, not a good idea before a show!!!! well when we were there, some skinny black lady came up to aki and was like ehh you got some extra money, so aki gave her a dollar and she wanted more, but aki didnt give her more, but then she was trying to get up to find her people who would got to her for crack/cocaine, she tried to sell it to us and we were like get that outta here man, then she was like man if y'all know anyone tell them to come over here.
but other than that, we got to the downtown D and we walked for likle 20 minutes in the rain, then we went to heart plaza and walked in the rain for more, then we walked to St. andys (IN THE RAIN!!!!) then we had to wait in the rain for like a 1/2 hour. but it was worth it. we seen Shelby Dan and some kids from around there, then we seen "im not understanding you" (Steve). we met up with mikey and some others. man converge was awsome, they played a great show, along w/ BTBAM. and cave-in played some of there old stuff, it was pretty good, altogether it was fun. i had a great time.
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man, today was the shittiest day in the world. chelsy i know we are only friends and you say that things wont work out. man im sick of being a girls "good friend". i dont know. i like you. we all know this now. but i dont wanna just be ur friend. you know what i mean? i know your all into brad and stuff.. and honestly im not gonna lie, im fuckin jeslous of brad. and im not kiding. well you know how i feel so ya. i have to work today,so im kinda tired so i g2g peace
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so i worked all weekend. hey whats new!!! well then saturday after work me and aki went to jeffs house. he had this party after homecoming. everyone was there! i had fun until the cops came and me aki ryan and nikki hopped like 10 fences. then me and aki went back and the cops were still there. so we said forget it.
man i cant stop thinking about her. i like her so much. it sucks to know that something you know you want, you'll never get!! and it sucks to know that you like this person but she doesnt like you. because she likes someone else. damn it sucks. then i seen her at jeffs house. so i was happy. then i seen that she was "with someone else" i hate this shit. man oh well fuck it! i dont know, but all i know is that i work everyday and i never have fun, so i thought that i was gonna have fun on saturday at jeffs, but then the cops came. so im sick of this shit. next weekend im gonna have fun. oh man im gonna have so much fun. who the hell wants to join me?
fuck life man. its nothing but trouble!! and fucking problems. nothing ever fuckin goes my way, this weekend fuckin sucked balls!
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ya theres been alot on my mind lately. one thng in particular. but ill getinto that a little later! well today i went to school, it was gay! then after school i dropped off ashley and chelsea. then me and my dad went to go to a few places. then after we got done my dad and i went to best buy. man i love my dad. he baught me my head plate to put my cd player in. and then he baught me all the rest of the equiptment i need to install my cd player into my car. so saturday i am taking my car to best buy, then they are gonna install it for me for 4 dollars. but i got to pay my dad back all the money. but its ok i guess.. im finally getting my cd player installed. hey and next weekend i am finally getting my whole side of my car fixed, the dent and everything. finally. well i have a problem! see theres this girl that i liked for a while. well its really sucks when you really like her and wanna hook up with her. then she goes and tells you that she started talking to someone else. man im getting frustrated!!! obviously she isnt getting the message that i like her. oh ya chelsea by the way, just wanted to let you know, i do like you (you are the person that i was talking about) and i really want to get to know you more. but i dont see this happening anytime soon. i am interested in you alot. the note brad wrote her said she was beautiful. and she was like awwwww!!! he called me beautiful. he didnt even spell it right. but oh well. so ya im gonna tell you chelsea, i like you, i think we should maybe try to get to know eachother a little better ok. that would be kool.ok kool.
man i baught these cool shoes. man im so scene!!!!! oh well they were coo, and i like them, so thats all that matters.
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ya its tuesday night!!!. almost there, 3 more days until friday. but ya we did the bum thing, and it didnt workout all as good as we had expected. well it was fun. but we faught alot, and we broke some of the rules. not anything big or anything. but like one of the things we did was took money from our friends, and well thats really about it. other than that we started on friday night and we all went searching for empty bottles, and we found like 30 cents in bottles, but then we got some bread out of the hostess dumpster, which they throw away, still all packaged up and still good, usually there is a expiration date that is still good for like 5 more days after they throw it out. so we ate english muffins for dinner. not very filling. but it worked in the bum life we lived. then we went to bed in the tent which leaked over night.. seeing hownit had to rain that night. ok it doesnt rain for like 3 weeks straight, but then the night we wanted to do this it rained. then me and aki had to work on saturday mourning, while we were at work, jeremy and pat went and looked for bottles along the train tracks, and foud like 8 dollars. so we baught like 2 two liters and some peanut butter, and some ramen noodles, which we never even ate. then we went to the show, which was sweet. ll the bands played a reALLY good show, i had alot of fun. then on our way home, we ended it because we wanted to stop at coney island.. and it turned out that jeremy could not stay the night on saturday, because he had to get up really early and go do some stuff, so we cancelled the saturday night plans of having a little fire and cooking food on the fire. and we ended it there. so that got a little messed up. but oh well i dont regret doing it. it ws fun well it lasted. but other than that. all i do every day is work. so i work like 6 days a week usually, sometimes even 7 days.
man i realized dont ever say that you hate your dad and that you wished you would die. i never said that about my dad, but my friends say that alot. well i let them know that they should never say that. because they'll never know when there dad could pass away or get diagnosed w/ something like lung cancer. so never say that you hate you dad or anything like that. becaus ei garentee that one day youll regret it. you mostly all know that my dad has lung cancer that spread to the brain. and i cherish every moment i have to spend w/ him. i regret every bad thing that ever happened betwen me and my dad. i dont know what i would do without my dad. and today me and pat were talking and pat said something that like totally was really cool. he said man we can live our whole life asking all these questions, and why
these things happen, but we'll never know the real answers until we are in heaven! well thanks pat that really helped me out, i dont know why, something just clicked in me. all my friends are there for me whenever i need someone to talk to. especiall about my dad. i thank all you for that, all you truly are my est frinds and i couldnt ask for better friends. ( jeremy, pat, aki, brandon, kyle, mikey) i love y'all niggas!!! peace--------__________----___--__--_------_--__-_gary
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T.G.I.F. Ya its friday. thang God!!! uhh what am i going to do today. well after school we are all going to meat at the school. (rainbow) and have another huge game of soccer. its gonna be sweet. theres gonna be alot of people there. then i got to go to work at 5:00 at Halloween USA till 9:00. then all the fun begins.. that is when i go to help pat at diamond dot. then after that. we are going to kais house. and we officially become bums tonight. we are going to sleep in a small tent, all 4 of us, (me, aki, jeremy, pat. ) hopefully we can all fit in it. well prolly play cards and think about all the food we could have regularly have ate. well then tomorrow it continues, throught the whole day. we are bums for the whole day tomorrow. but tomorrow is the black dahlia show and unearth and terror and remembering never.. so its gonna be the funniest group of people united,, ok for black dahlia there is gonna be metal kids. for terror theres gonna be all these xxx hardcore kids, then for unearth there is gonna be like metalcore kids. so the metal kids are gonna be on one side, the hardcore kids on the other side, and the metal core kids are just gonna be in between the two. there is gonna be some rumbles tonight. hopefully i wont be involved. you know i like to keep it possitive. marajuana free, is for me, if you drink beer, you are a queer, if you smoke cigerettes, hey thats cool, because i love my marlboros
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ya i made this kool new livejournal. i got a little frustrated. but its all good. umm i already posted on my old l/j, so ya right now im watching Jaaaaaaaaaaaaay Leeeno or (jay Leno). ya me and mikey went to the game place on 14 and van dyke, played a little golf at the driving range and then i beat mikey in a game of pool, then i played little alex in a game of pool but i was winning then all i had left was the 8 ball. i call the upper rigth corner pocket then it went in the lower corner pocket. so technically i would have won. but alex got lucky!!
well thts it i g2g im tired and i love God, therefore i got to go
lol bye
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